Living for yourself,

Little cousin's 2 Days 1 Night stayover!

2011-06-12T05:26:00.000-07:00

Friday, June10, 2011
My cute cousin came over to stayover. (:
Played with him and brought him to nex to walk around.
He's so adorable, playful & loud. Haha.
Really miss my relatives in malaysia! I really wish to go back to have fun but none of us had the time. ):
Shall upload only 2 photos while the rest I'll keep them in my thumbdrive as memories. ♥

2011-06-10T04:12:00.000-07:00

I've nothing to do at home so I suddenly feel like continue blogging.
I can kill time and also keep memories. (:
Many things happened this year and I haven't been posting about them.
I joined SSC this year with June.
Not only that, had lots of things I can blog about!

1. 3N Camp
2. Homecoming day
3. Trips to St Luke's Elder Care during cca
4. Day at East Coast Park with friends
5. SSC Camp
6. Usher at School Of The Arts
7. CURL Project at Nanyang Technological University (1st day)
8. Little cousin's 2 Days 1 Night stayover

I think there's still somemore but I can't remember.
Shall start blogging tomorrow. (:

Why are you taking me for granted?

2011-06-09T06:15:00.000-07:00

I don't know what happened to you.
You just suddenly changed to a different person.
I guess you don't even know the change in yourself.
-
Yesterday you really upset me.
I woke up so early in the morning to attend the chemistry remedial for you.
I wasn't even selected to go but I went because I thought I could wait for you after the remedial just to have lunch together.
But you know what? You kept me waiting like a fool while you're having a great time with your classmates.
I wouldn't mind if you're still having your emaths remedial but you've ended at 11 and I waited for about 40 mins plus then you started thinking about me and called me to go up to your class.
That really pissed me off.
When I text you to tell you I've end my remedial, what you replied was, "Ok wait".
I thought you're having remedial but you're having fun prank calling people instead..
You're having so much fun that you could actually neglect me.
You could actually reply me, "Haha you end le?", when I've already told you that 15 min ago..
When I went up, you still can continue to play.
I really can't tolerate it so I left. I've no one to complain to, talk to, cry to because I always put you first.
Everything I tell you so if you leave me, I'm just a loner.
I may have a lot of friends but I only trust you. I tell you everything.
-
This wasn't the first time you did this to me..
I know I'm not important to you but please let me know you've ended and not let me wait like one fool.
You really hurt me a lot.. I may not show it out but inside I felt really sad, disappointed and heart broken.
That time, you kept on showing me attitude but when I asked you, you said you didn't.
I know you did but you kept on denying..
Am I just a friend to be by your side when you need one?
I'm really wondering why do you always treat others better especially the ones you just knew.
-
On 25/5/2011, we had a cold war, no quarrels.
I was really angry because we waited for you for so long but when you called you gave me a tone like I owe you like that.
When you came, I saw your class boys walking to Hougang point that direction.
You kept looking at them like afraid they left without you.
Then you raise your voice a little and gave me a bu nai fan tone asking me to hurry up.
I was really angry. I waited for you but all I get was this.
Charmaine didn't want to go Hougang point to eat for a reason but you scream at us saying, "Aiya I don't want to eat already la!"
Why must your reaction be so big?
That's when I shouted that sentence at you.
You claim that I accused you.. But that's the only reason you'll be angry at what..
I really think I don't understand you anymore..

Useless person.

2011-03-04T05:50:00.000-08:00

Why am I such a failure?
When I'm sad, you're there to cheer me up.
When I'm angry, you're there to calm me down.
You're always there for me when you'd rather go somewhere else.
You're always there to help me when I need it.
Thanks for being there for me.

You did so many things for me but I'm sorry for being a useless friend.
I wanted to help you but I don't know how.
I'm not finding excuses because its true that I don't know what to say.
When you're sad, I did nothing.
When you're angry, I did nothing too.
One thing I know is to be always there for you but I guess it wouldn't make any difference at all.
Whenever you come to me sadly, I do not know how make you happy.
I feel so guilty.
I just hope you'll cheer up and forget about the past.
Forgive me for being such a useless friend.

2010-11-06T05:13:00.000-07:00

Went to June's house at malaysia.
Had lots of fun there with June, Kaiser, Glenn, Gario and Regis. :D
She came my house. I packed my stuffs then we went out.
Amk > Plaza singapura > Bugis > Jurong point
Waited for her godma to come fetch us then went in Malaysia to horizon hills.

First day, 3/11/2010
Reach at about 6 plus.
Her house damn beautiful, I jealous. ):
Used computer, log in facebook, listen to songs.
Her grandmother like to say 'qian bian la ni', damn cute lor.
Whenever she say that I'll start laughing.
I've never seen such a cute grandmother before.
She said 'magnet' as 'magnetnet' luh, very cute. :D
HAHA, the way she said it is funny.
Played monopoly with June and Kaiser.
We keep laughing luh cause there's a lot funny things going on.
June keep give us money.
Played for 4 hours, but not tired.
Ended the game at 3.

Second day, 4/11/2010
Woke up at 9.30, was shock that I could actually wake up so early by myself.
I thought I'll wake at 12 plus cause we slept at 3.
I guess its cause not used to sleeping at other's house.
Waited for the June and Kaiser to wake but they still sleep so soundly.
Went back to sleep again, woke up at 11 plus.
June wake already, so brush our teeth then played xbox.
Played racing car, I won June in some round.
During the afternoon, watch movie 'Mirror2' and 'Piranha' with Kaiser and June.
Lol, quite scary for 'Mirror2' but the ending damn meaningful.
Damn gross luh 'Piranha', I saw the body broke into two parts in front of me!
A lot more disgusting scenes.
Played monopoly in the night again. (:
Being banker really is no luck one, June be banker, she going bankrupt.
Now its my turn.
Played till half way, got guys come in view house.
Lol, this time slept at 1 plus.

Third day, 5/11/2010
Her godma never work so I stayed at her house.
Woke up at 6.35, sleep again nad woke at 9.30 same time as June.
Kaiser drive June's uncle's wife, me and June to the swimming pool.
While June's uncle drive Glenn, Gario and Regis.
Damn hot there, the sun shine on us.
June's uncle, Gario and Regis swim while the rest of us watch.
Damn bored so went back to take poker cards down to play.
Went back at about 1 plus, ate lunch then watch tv.
Went up the guest room to play monopoly together.
Lol, we kept stepping into Glenn's house until we bankrupt luh.
He earn money till he sian already, all the 500 dollars give him already.
HAHA, we all waiting to bankrupt.
Played for hours then went out to play. HAHA.
Went back then June's yiyi drive us out to eat.
After that they bought snow ice, then went back.
Listen to radio on the car, I like the songs. (:
Bathed, then watch television while waiting for others to bath.
Everyone came then we start our game. :D
Murderer > Cards > 5, 10, 15
HAHA, had lots of fun la.
Slept at around 2.

Last day, 6/11/2010
Woke up at 6.30, prepare everything then went downstairs waited for others.
Sat in car with June and the guys then headed to Singapore.
Had breakfast at clementi first while June's yiyi go meet client.
Didn't ate.
She came back at about 10 plus then drive us to pasir ris.
We separated from there.
Took 88 to sengkang to eat Mac then bused home.
Reach home at around 1 plus then went to sleep. (:

2010-10-31T06:43:00.000-07:00

Meet up with Jeszmin, Priscillia and Geraldine at Amk Mrt there de cheers.
Went in to Amk hub to Mos Burger for job interview.
But the pay is damn low, shirt very ugly and we have to go all the way the marina.
So we decided not to work there.
Went to walk around Amk Hub then took train to clarke quay.
Had lunch there.
Then we find nothing there, so wanted to take taxi to bugis.
No taxi stop for us or its already hired.
Damn pekcek, walk further down and thought maybe we could get a taxi there.
Still never. We ended up in at near chinatown also no taxi. -.-
Finally one taxi appeared then we got in.
Reach bugis, shop around.
Found 3 job there.
Yoshinoya, KFC and the last one I forgot.
I can work at Marina square de Yoshinoya but Jeszmin can't.
She haven reach 14.
Sad luh they all damn weird ley she only left 1 month then she 14 got difference meh? -.-
Damn troublesome la.
I also can work at KFC but different time slot as jeszmin.
Hais, good luh Geraldine and Priscillia can work by this thursday.
Argh.
Reach home by 9 plus.
Walk the whole day damn tired now, bye.
~~Shall upload my pictures tmr.~~

Bye 208'10

2010-10-28T05:29:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day of school and it could be the last time I'm with some of classmates.
I'm really curious who would be in the same class as me.
Took back our report book, I'm quite happy with my results.
Will miss my classmates a lot!
After school went to Jeszmin's house with June.
Cleared our bag and sat on her bed to chat awhile.
Head of the kovan heartland mall to take our lunch.
HAHA, we're laughing at someone's hair lor.
Look like June's but the stranger one is center parting.
Took mrt to the plaza sing. We're laughing and playing on the mrt and I didn't know I drop my ezlink card.
Thank god there's one kind soul told me about it if not I no need get of the bus already. Was really grateful. (:
Reached, went to walk around and play.
Had fun la went home early cause June need to go back malaysia.
Planning to go her house next week with Jeszmin. (:

2010-10-26T06:00:00.000-07:00

I got back all my results for the EOY exams but I'm not sure if it's accurate.

Past
English Language- 62.7, Grade 4
Chinese- 51.1, Grade 5
Mathematics- 51.1, Grade 5
Science- 53.1, Grade 5
Geography- 39.9, U Grade
Literature- 55.7, Grade 5
Design & Technology- 52.4, Grade 5
Art- 60.4, Grade 4
Class position- 28/43
Level position- 53/84
Total- 426.4/800
Percentage- 53.3
Results- Passed
Conduct- Fair

Now
English Language- 62, Grade 4
Chinese- 59, Grade 5
Mathematics- 67, Grade 3
Science- 53, Grade 5
Geography- 40, U Grade
History- 73, Grade 2
Literature- 63, Grade 4
Design & Technology- 61, Grade 4
Art- 56, Grade 5
Class position- 17/43
Level position- 30/84
Total- 534/900
Percentage- 53.3
Results- Passed
Conduct- Fair

I've improved in some of my subjects!
But for art, I'm really disappointed to get a grade 5.
I didn't expect myself to get such marks.
I forgotten to hand in my work and got zero for 2nd semester. Zz.
But I'm really happy that I got P1 for my eoy exam but marks pull down by mid year's marks.
I swear I'll not slack anymore when I'm sec 3.
Had streaming, I chose NAP as first choice, NP as second and ND as the last choice.
I really want 208 to be together but I know that's impossible.
I guess we'll become strangers after we go to different classes, walking pass each other like we've never met before. )':
I'll always remember 208'10.
This coming thursday is the last day of school.
Time flies really fast..

2010-10-22T00:14:00.000-07:00

Was really happy when I heard from Jeszmin about my results!
I made an improvement! Especially for my maths.
I guess all those hardwork is worth it afterall. (:
I got 41/80 for my maths in mid year.
Now I got 45/60 for my paper 1 and 50/60 for my paper 2.
For DNT, I got 30plus/50. That's what Jeszmin told me.
Physics, 25/45 for paper 1 and 14.5/20 for paper 2.
Chemistry, I got 4/20. I knew I'll fail my chemistry.
To me its difficult.
Still don't know my other results yet.
I think I'll know it on Monday.
Currently watching video at youtube.
They make me laugh like mad! Omg.
Shall continue watching now, bye.

Lousy day

2010-10-19T07:38:00.000-07:00

If I knew there is fire drill today, I won't come to school.
In the morning, got one thing that really spoils my mood. -'-
Mood so bad already still need assemble at parade square somemore, I thought today is assemble at class.
Sitting at the parade square is damn hot man. That's the second thing that spoils my mood.
After morning assembly, went up hall for don't know what physics talk?
Was playing with June and Kimchoo cause its really damn boring.
Went back to class, everyone planned to settle down to rest and play but suddenly there's a fire alarm.
Thought that it comes from the primary school so everyone don't care.
The student leader came to tell us to gather at the field.
I hate fire drill ttm, I hate gathering in the field under the sun.
There's dragonflies flying everywhere in the field and its muddy. Zz.
We ended up going out of the school to the nearby park there de shelter to sit there just because of the fire drill. -.-
Everyone was complaining and damn angry.
Went back classroom, started playing cards but got one teacher take our cards.
After that she return cause she know Mr Ang let.
Went down to computer lab to do survey.
Teacher allow us to log in facebook. (:
Had recess, then photoshooting then uncle sam's funtime.
Nearly fall asleep during the course cause I'm too tired.
End school at 4 plus near 5 plus.
Chat awhile outside the school then went home.
I want to sleep now, I'm tired ttvm now. *Yawn
Bye.

I hate this unlucky day.

2010-10-18T05:25:00.000-07:00

Nearly late for school today.
I'm so tired but I think June is even more tired then me.
Don't know why her godma want to buy a house at JB.
-
Gathered at the foyer to wait for the bus cause ccm teacher going bring us to bishan there de harmony centre.
It's damn boring and hot somemore sitting at the foyer, everyone rotting there already luh.
The freaking bus finally came after 15-20 minutes. Zz.
I hate waiting for buses.
Around like 10 plus then we reach that place.
Walk walk around blabla.
Lol, some of us itchy hands go purposely change the television channel.
Had to do the don't know what paper then interview the people there.
Those small children there is really damn cute. (:
Back to school at about 11 plus.
Stayed in class play until 1.45 then had Uncle Sam's funtime?
Now I know how those magician do those magic. (:
There's no such things call magic.
I cmi luh, only will throw my own face. I'm too slow for those tricks. ):
I'm so lousy that my siblings don't even bother to see me perform. LOL.
Nvm I shall stop talking about it.
-
There's no school on Wednesday and Thursday. Friday I think also don't have?
I can rot at home already. -.-
Planned to pay June a visit at JB maybe during Wednesday or holidays with others. (:
It's been so long since I went back.
Shall end here, byeee.

2010-10-15T01:30:00.000-07:00

Finally exams are over. I don't have to stay up late to study already.
My computer and laptop is spoiled for again.
Don't know what the hell happened, its okay now cause my computer is fixed.
Ms Wong told me did well for my paper 2.
I really can't believe it because I really don't know how to do.
Shall post when I have something to post about.

I'm stress!

2010-10-08T01:38:00.000-07:00

Haven been using computer for a long time.

Had Chinese Paper 1 and 2 on Monday, Langarts Paper 1 and 2 on Tuesday, History Paper on Wednesday, Maths Paper 2 on Thurday and lastly Science Paper 2 today.

I'm afraid I can't get what I expect.

I would be really disappointed because I've really work very hard for this year.

Had so many things to memorise for the exams!

I'm stress, 4 more papers left to take.

Faaster over please, I didn't have enough sleep since EOY started! ):

Spending my sleeping time study.

Forgotten what I did this few days so shall just post pictures.

I'm sick! Having sore throat and flu now.
My throat so pain whenever I drink water.

Injured my left leg, but there's no blueblack on that part.

I guess I've injured my bones, I having difficulty sitting on the floor.

Its just too pain. My actions cannot very big.

Argh.

2010-09-30T05:49:00.000-07:00

Had my oral today, my teacher was Mr Hu.
I know I won't score well! -'-
I got nothing to say about, I keep 'erm, erm and erm'.
Minus marks le. )'; I'm too nervous.
I keep anyhow bomb things but I think no link to the question he ask.
Over already, I must forget about it.
After that went to Mac to eat with June and Jeszmin.
LOL, talk about a lot things. Its funny!
I can't stop laughing when I'm being with them.
They brighten up my life! I love them. <3
After eating, we saw 'Ah bao' then we start walking behind him.
We keep laughing not stop la!
HAHA, he seriously look like one of our classmate. :x
But end up he turn back and recognise June.
Then he started following us instead. -.-
But its really damn funny all of us laugh till we can't breathe already. :'D
Lost my phone just now, was so careless.
But luckily, a kind person brought it to the counter!
Really very honest luh the person, if its not he/she, others already take le luh.
Did a lot more things luh, but lazy typed out everything.
Byeee.

3 days to EOY!

2010-09-29T05:51:00.000-07:00

Didn't online for the past few days cause I'm busy revising my maths!
Was sick today, it just suddenly happened.
I don't feel comfortable at all. I sneeze every minute.
Lucky today no oral if not I'll be reading and sneezing at the same time.

Yesterday went in class and was so shocked that June cut her hair.
LOL, I really not used to it.
Cheeyong say she very handsome.
Was happy that I actually scored well for my history.
I never thought of getting good results for my history.
I guess putting in effort into our exam helps. (:
For DNT, no need to say, I just pass. LOL.
Lucky luh, 20/40. I'm weak in DNT theory.
4 more days to EOY.
I hope it'll be over soon so that everyone won't be so stress.
Off to rest le, byebye.

2010-09-24T04:01:00.000-07:00

Finally complete my night light and my presentation board today!

AHH, I won't have to worry this and there already.

I damn pekcek when I can't complete my work.

That day nearly cried because I felt so frustrated!

I even lost my LED which is damn bright, I bought I new one today I can't even see the difference when I on and off it cause the light is so dim.

Nvm, now I can rest already. (:

On 22 september, Azalea and Angie jio me out to play candles.

Didn't go with my sister cause I thought I would be staying at home to do my DNT.

But I didn't so went down to find them.

Had fun luh. LOL.

Remembered last time on mid-autumn festival, I would always burn twigs, candles, and many other things that produce awful smell.

Was damn shock that its 10 days to EOY already.

Time flies so fast!

I have to start my revision and all already.

Goodluck. (:

2010-09-22T04:46:00.000-07:00

There's so many things for me to feel frustrated about. I'm tired and really tired, when can I finally have a good rest?

2010-09-22T02:56:00.000-07:00

Did my dnt night light at school just now.
I don't know what to design luh.
Friday need to hand in but I still haven start. -.-
This year quite stress luh, have so many things to feel frustrated about.
I'm tired, I didn't have enough sleep..
Today is lantern festival, actually going to sister's friend house play de.
But I need to chiong my night light so maybe never go later. ):
If got anything then I post ba.
Byebye.

2010-09-21T05:47:00.000-07:00

During Pe yesterday played badminton!
June, Sally, Geraldine, Jeszmin, Claudia, Iris and I played together!
It was really fun la, we keep attacking each other. HAHA.
Starting I cmi lor, but last friday and saturday play okay ley.
After school after lunch went to Sally house do history comics strip.
But ended up keep talking instead of doing.
So at the end of the day we only drew boxes. Lol.
Today had photo shooting during maths lesson, Miss Yap was angry.
June and I tallest in class lor. -.-
We need to stand in the middle, then everyone squeeze. Argh.
Mr Ang never come so only Miss Fizhah take.
After school stayed back cause others wanted to go DNT room do their night light.
I keep forgeting to bring my cardboard luh.
Help Claudia cause I have nothing to do.
After that stayed back with June, Jeszmin and Iris to do our history comics strip.
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EOY going start le.
Need to concentrate on my studies more already.
Hope I can go to the class I want to go. (:

2010-09-19T05:23:00.000-07:00

I look so stupid in those pictures. Lol.

Meet up with June at Sengkang yesterday.

The weather is damn hot, that I'm gonna die.

Took 80 to HM to have lunch then train to vivo.

On the way there got one uncle on his old songs so loudly like everyone want here his songs like that.

LOL, June keep laughing.

Wanted to watch movie but no show nice one.

Deren don't want come cause his friend still working.

If they come then we can watch NC16 show already. Too bad.

Don't know what time then train to kovan wait for Deren and Baolong finish play pool.

Then played badminton, one of the racket made till June and my hand so dirty luh.

We at first don't know then after that then realise no wonder they keep laughing.

Some part quite funny la.

Having panda eyes. Damn tired this whole week never sleep well.

2010-09-17T06:03:00.000-07:00

Have no energy for lessons this few days.
I'm seriously very tired, I can't sleep early this whole week.
I'm just too busy. ):
Yesterday fall asleep when I'm doing my art.
Today after school played games luh.
Its was fun!
Took cab home with June to take my art homework then cab back to school to give it to Miss Chia. -.-
Took 25 to bedok to her current house to play badminton. :D
Tmr going out with her and 2 other boys.
Hope it'll be a fun day tmr. :D
Bye.

2010-09-15T05:49:00.000-07:00

Monday don't know what I did luh, the next day my left arm grow muscle. Very hard.
This few days didn't had enough sleep.
Yesterday was staying up at night to study for today's history test.
Slept late and sleep only a few hours.
Meet up with June as usual and sat down at the parade square study our test again.
First lesson is history.
Not bad luh, quite easy but I can't confirm I will pass.
But I know how to do which is a good thing.
The second lesson is maths, Ms Yap did revision with us.
During recess, some of the girls stayed back in class to play.
Its really fun! :D
Had chinese lesson but Mr Ang didn't come again so did papers.
Miss fizhah lost her voice and everyone keep laughing when she talk. Lol.
After applied science went to Hougang Mall with June, Sally and Geraldine to eat.
Jeszmin, Denise and Claudia came.
They keep calling Denise sour plum?
Claudia and Geraldine went back school for cca.
Went up to the highest level with the rest and played 'chop chilli', 'tempo' and 'murderer'!
Its really fun, I don't know how to describe how all of us felt when we played.
We laugh like crazy. :D
We played for hours without being bored.
Off to study my maths test tmr. Byee.

2010-09-13T06:43:00.000-07:00

Wow, this pictures on top took me so long to upload them all up. -.-

Damn troublesome cause each time only can upload 5.

Meet up with June and Geraldine at the security gate, but I was late. :x

Settled down at the parade square and chat about our holidays and other things.

Had to read newspapers, but was busy chatting with June. :D

Pe lesson was netball for today cause there's another class joining us.

I don't want to play so I just stand on the chair to catch ball.

Hannah was damn hyper. HAHA.

Played a game called 'Blow wind blow', not really boring. (:

Lesson ended then we proceed to the com lab 1 for usual for IT lesson.

Had to do a game for IT, June and I was laughing all the way. HAHA.

Went to changed from our Pe tee into our uniform during recess.

Something funny happen! HAHA, shall not elaborate.

Langarts lessons, Ms Fizhah didn't come then our class very noisy.

Mr Tank scold, blabla.

Had CE, Wenwei make me going go crazy le. ):

Lol, talk together with Priscillia, Wenwei and James about some ghost story and those pervert people.

Assembly was boring, but June and I was playing. LOL.

Went to HM with June, Sally and Jeszmin.

In the bus, June was so crazy.

Ate lunch then acompany Sally go buy food for her kitten.

Then went to her house while June went home.

Her kitten damn hyper, keep running around her house.

Jump her and there.

Watch videos, blablabla.

Went home at 6.

Reach home near 7.

Was damn tired, 50 min journey home make me want die already.

2010-09-12T06:29:00.000-07:00

I can't believe that one week holiday end so quickly.
I haven even do my Dnt.
June jio me go play badminton next saturday.
So long never play already.
Didn't have much things to post about, but I'm here to keep my blog alive so shall just talk craps.
I having dreams almost every night nowadays.
1 came true. (:
Some of the dreams was really weird.
Had tuition just now and my tutor gave a cute poohbear for my birthday. Thanks. :D
Looking at those maths questions in my assessment book in really making me go crazy.
Did my ace learning already, what homework I still didn't do? o.o
I'm tired to wake up early tmr.
But I don't have any choice.
Byee.

2010-09-09T04:17:00.000-07:00

Let's post about last sunday (5 September).
Met up w June at my house void deck.
She went up my house cause she want see my brother's look. Lol.
Bused to Amk hub then Cheeyong suddenly say his mother don't let.
But nevermind luh, Geraldine came.
Before she reached, we went to buy tickets for the movie 'Haunted Changi'.
After that when Geraldine reached, went to buy popcorn and drinks.
In the show, almost everyone inside was covering their eyes.
June very weird, she cover ears instead of eyes. -.-
Some part scary only, but I don't know if it was real.
Got one part got a girl scream damn loud, many laugh at her. Lol.
Went to arcade to play.
After that, June wanted to take neoprints so we took.
Got one indian found Geraldine's ezlink card, we thought he was a nice person.
But after we walked off, he came forward and wanted to claim 10 dollars from her.
Saying that if he didn't return her, very troublesome cause she'll have to make a new one.. Blablabla.
So Geraldine gave him money. -.-
Went to sumohouse to eat.
Thanks June for treating me. (:
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Yesterday was my birthday.
Thanks to people who wished me Happy Birthday in phones and also facebook! (:
Thanks for the presents too! (:

2010-09-08T02:44:00.000-07:00

Back to post.
My laptop and computer spoiled at the same time, finally the laptop was fixed!
I'm gonna die from boredom I have to wait even longer.
I've got nothing to do at home this few days.
Let's post about my past few days. (:
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Last Saturday (4 September), went to Wild Wild Wet with June and Priscillia.
Wanted to go on my birthday one and treat it as celebrate but end up go earlier.

But it's okay! :D
Met up with June at 88 bus stop near my house.
I was quite late cause I have to top up my ezlink and help June buy mineral water.
We board the 88 bus then told Priscillia the bus plate number so she can board the same bus as us.
On our journey there, we played ipod touch and also chat. :D
Not long later, we reach Pasir Ris interchange.
We walked to the entrance of Wild Wild Wet and bought the tickets.
We change from shorts into fbt then put our stuffs into the locker.
After that, we run towards the 'Shiok River' immediately and jump inside cause we're too excited. :D
We had lots of fun really lots of fun!
I'm going to die in 'Tsunami' really. The water keep pushing me down, I nearly drowned.
Thanks to Priscillia, she pulled me up! Lol.
June was admiring the life guard but we don't is a he or she.
When June and I played 'Slide Up', she scream so loud!
I can feel the gravity pulling both of us.
Quite scary luh. Priscillia was laughing as she watch us play.

We played from 9 to 2 plus and was damn hungry.

Went to bath and then we head to eat KFC!

Eat half way we realise we become tanned.

Went Ehub, walkwalk then decide to go arcade.

Play freeze-b after that. Had lots of fun! *Don't know how spell freeze-b :x

Went home after that, its really tiring. We played whole day.

Took 88 together then acompany June wait for bus 45.

Reach home at 7 plus.

2010-08-31T07:14:00.000-07:00

Hi, was preparing damn slow today.

I must change my bad habit of doing things so slowly.

I shall not let June keep waiting.

June waited for 45 minutes? Felt really bad about it, I understand how it feels like waiting for someone.

Rush to school after that.

Had IT for the first lesson, then langarts for second.

Got back our comprehension, got 19/25.

Was happy about it but I'm not satisfied. ):

Went to the hall for teacher's day celebration.

Our class was first to reach.

Chat with June and Jeszmin but we keep guailan each other. Funny ttm. :D

Celebration started after everyone reached. Was damn boring luh.

End at 11 plus, immediately rush for my chemistry equations retest.

Studied yesterday and in the morning, hope that I will do better this time..

Bused to Hougang Mall with June, Denise, Jeszmin, Jocelyn and Priscillia for lunch.

In the bus, June and Jeszmin keep guailan other people and laugh damn loud. -.-

Hungry ttm, ate Long John Silver.

After that went walk walk around the Hougang Mall.

I left early while the rest stayed.

Took 74 back to my primary school.

I reach there damn late. A lot people go off le, so didn't manage to see some of my friends.

Saw Mr Tan. Lol, I have nothing to say to him so I just smiled.

Jianrong grew a lot and break voice already! I was damn shock. O;

Some people changed, some people still the same.

Went to meet up with Azalea with Cassandra then we went to our house's nearby playground to chat!

Chat damn a lot, we share with each other about our lifes now.

We also talked about the past.

I had a great time! (Y)

Shall wish every teacher, a Happy Teachers Day. (:

2010-08-30T03:47:00.000-07:00

Went studying with June that day at Bishan library.

She took 88 to Amk then I abroad the bus.

In the bus, Bernice was there too cause she just ended her training.

Lol, chat a lot in bus. (:

After that, we acompany Bernice to wait for her bus then we went to buy drinks.

Went in library to find a corner to study after that.

Damn lot of people very difficult find place. ):

She taught me how to write a narrative writing with some good phrases.

Chat a bit but still got study kay.

Took some pictures.

While I do my things, June went to walk around to find some books but can't find.

After we studied, went to J8 to walk walk.

Damn bored la, nothing to shop one.

But it was fun as we can walk and also joke! HAHA.

Was fun la.

Hope we can have our second outing! (:

June, thank you for everything.

You helped me in a lot of ways and you're always there when I needed you.

I'll do the same too! (L)

2010-08-27T02:21:00.000-07:00

I was currently sneezing and having running nose!
It feels really bad and uncomfortable. ):
Let's talk about yesterday.
June lost her phone, what a waste.
We just hope that the person didn't sell it.
Stayed back yesterday after school to paint mask with other girls.
Had fun chatting and meanwhile painting our mask.
June nothing do then go paint her own hand, it makes her look like a monster.
She also drew on the whiteboard asking us to guess who is who.
I know a lot.. (:
Took bus with them after that to Hougang mall to have KFC.
Nice, months never eat le.
Was chatting with them about appearance and other stuffs.
Took bus at 6 plus.
-
Today had Langarts test.
I didn't manage to complete it.. I've really no idea how am I suppose to start and write.
Many things went through my mind whenever I wanted to write causing me to be unable to concentrate.
I looked everyone as 15 minutes past, everyone wrote a lot but I wrote nothing at all.
Time was up and I only wrote 5 sentences..
Was really disappointed with myself, Ms Fizhah talked to me..
I was supposed to have retest today but I really cmi so she asked me to go home study then monday retest..
When June and I was going to have lunch, we saw Bernice.
She was carrying a small and cute kitten, shivering in her hands.
We acompany her to find a box for it.
After that we went to have lunch, then acompany June to hair salon for her to dye her hair back to black.
I sat there and rot for 1 hour plus.
Then we went home, was planning to meet her tmr so that she can teach me the subjects I don't understand.
I shall end her, I'm really not feeling well.
Off to rest, hope I can recover tonight. Bye.

2010-08-23T05:53:00.000-07:00

Had pe today, played badminton! Fun la. :D
I so long never play already, now keep missing the shutter cock.
After pe had IT lesson, that Mr Heng damn weird.
LOL, he say, "worst horrible", "fantastic good".
Got problem in his english. HAHA.
Keep us behind recess for so long.
Had literature test after recess, hope I can pass.
But I anyhow bomb one. Seriously don't know how to do.
Bye,

I just feel like I shouldn't exist in this world.

2010-08-20T05:32:00.000-07:00

Meet up w June as usual.
Had Dnt test, I don't know if I did well.
I don't want to fail.
I've failed my history and chemistry.
I did really badly, but I've put in effort in my work already.
Lucky there's a retest for chemistry test yesterday. Phew.
This few days during recess, my class people have been gambling. Damn noisy.
Yesterday never bring my painting materials, was punished by Ms Chia and Mr Yam.
I can see Mr Yam expression, shaking his head because I'm always the one who never bring my things or do my homework.
I love drawing but I'm just very tired and lazy to do my art.
Had Maths test too, I know how to do all but I don't know if I change to 3 significant figures correctly.
If I change wrongly, I'll fail.
Do so many question about chaptet 8 already just hope that I can pass.
I'm stress, why is there so many test going on this few weeks?
I suddenly realise, I'm caring so much about my studies.
Seriously I want to do well like others but why I can't make it?
-
Today was Ms Zhong's last day being w us.
She's a really awesome Langarts teacher w cute dimples.
But our class people never stop talking.
Last lesson, she came to our class to take photo w us.
We'll miss her.
Shall end here.
Byebye..

2010-08-18T06:28:00.000-07:00

Back to posting.
Let's talk about yesterday.
Stayed back w June, Jocelyn and Priscillia to decorate the class noticeboard.
But got some other class one come t our class t shout and play in our class. -.-
Was damn hungry but thanks to Jocelyn for her pocky! (:
At night helped Wenwei do ace learning and help Huishi w her google sketchup.
Damn tired, 12 plus then sleep today woke up at 5.30.
Not enough sleep! Yawn..
Just remember I didn't do my art again. -.-
Was damn lazy, confirm need stand again.
Haven revise for my chemistry test tmr, I'll study later or tmr morning cause I promise June I'll study hard w her.
That day went to find Mrs Seetoh to what was tested for Biology in EOY.
I change already lor, but people still don't know.
I finally learn, we pay back for what we did. I regretted for what I did.
Currently eating durian. I love it. (:
Shall end here la, byee.

2010-08-06T06:45:00.001-07:00

My blog is going t be dead soon.
Nothing t post about and sometimes quite lazy.
Now not really interested in posting blog already.
Currently watching the 9pm show, damn nice.
National day coming already, so fast already August already.
Today have National Day celebration very boring.
Nothing t post already. Bye..

2010-07-31T07:16:00.000-07:00

Got back my bio, pass.
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But scared maths fail cause didn't manage t finish, got one question I damn careless. ):
My blog like going dead le lor, I've nothing t post about seriously.
But today I've something interesting t post about!
I was trying t figure out how t do my maths chapter about pyramid, cones and sphere,
then suddenly my mother call my sister and I go kitchen.
We quickly run t the kitchen and we're damn shock t see 2 egg yolks in one egg on the frying pan!
Cool luh, first time see this.
I didn't know chicks have twins. Doesn't they look the same?
-
When can I watch Despicable me?
I've been waiting for so long. ):
I'm rotting at home today.
Don't know if Drama Night is fun, didn't go yesterday.
I don't know why don't feel like going too.
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Everything is changing in life without any reasons behind it.

2010-07-28T06:33:00.000-07:00

Had school as usual, nearly late.
Slept in bus too tired, don't know at what time yesterday woke up by the rain.
Bed a bit wet, water all spash in. -.-
Tired ttm, now History is teaching about those times when Japanese attacked Singapore.
Interesting enough t keep me awake.
After school went t had lunch..
Went t slack w Felicia, took some pictures.
Took bus t Compass t meet her sister and friends.
Went home at 5 plus, reach home at 6 plus.

Tired ttm. Byee.

2010-07-24T06:22:00.000-07:00

Went t catch Blood Pledge that day.
Was a nice show but quite scary!
Jaslin and I keep scold vulgar when we got scared by the ghost.
Funny lor. We keep laughing then scare each other.
The ending part quite touching, the ghost keep helping her goodfriend.
Got one part very sad.
Lol, rated it 5/5! (Y)
Reach home at 2am this morning. Damn tired not enough sleep. ):
Shall post if I got things t say tmr. (:

Sometimes just don't understand why I'm scolded when I'm not even at fault.

I hate people who scold others whenever they are not at a good mood.

It's unfair t others.

2010-07-21T03:43:00.000-07:00

-20/7/2010
Never get t post blog yesterday cause internet got problem.
Get leave class early cause some of us need t go for the cooking contest.
My group got June, Nabihah and Iris while Miss Fizhah's group got Jaslin, Bella and Geraldine.
Prepared a lot of things before that.
Miss Fizhah's group one smells so nice. (:
After the judges eat their one then we all go snatch t eat luh.
HAHA, I can't deny that its yummy! (Y)
Went back class late for 1 hour plus.
Missed maths de starting, I don't understand what teacher is talking about. ):
After school went t bubble tea shop w June, Jaslin, Cheeyong and James.
Was chatting, damn fun la. (:
James went home before we went t slack.
Went t the senior citzen de place there.
Saw Jaslin's cousin, Felicia and her friends.
Saw one Xinmin primary student keep touching the cats.
Then all of us keep di siao. Suddenly the cat go scratch the girl then the girl go kick it.
Jaslin keep scold la, funny ttm! :D
Cheeyong treat us icepop, thanks. (:
Then chat chat about lots of sutff, damn funny.
Not bored at all, meet Jikmei then wait for Cassandra after that.
Took bus back t Amk, then call Angie out.
Then went back t primary school find teacher, only manage t find My Lee and Mr Foo.
We come too late le, a lot teacher left le.
Went home at 6 plus.
Damn tired.

-21/7/2010
Needed t reach at 7.10 for the prize giving.
Everyone all can't sleep luh too zing zhang liao.
Blabla, lazy post for today tmr then edit. Byee.

2010-07-19T05:37:00.000-07:00

Meet Jaslin in the morning.
Had reading period, have free ticket watch movie.
We planned t watch 'The Blood Pledge' but ended up no watch.
Had Pe lesson, played volleyball.
So long never play already.
Went back t class for DnT lesson, need shade the drawings.
I hate shading! ):
After that, during recess stayed in class.
Suddenly June say ask me come in.
Discuss about it but don't know where Nabihah go.
Yuan lai she go print the steps and ingredients for the cooking.
Went t change, then went back class for Biology.
Mrs Seetoh go off the fans. Wtf, damn hot.

Had Ce after that, Ms Fizhah don't know what happen luh scold our class once she steps in.

Ask everyone t stand then one by one call people sit.

I never do anything lor, I reading my book she never let me sit. Zz.

A lot people also never talk then also need stand.

Biased luh, damn angry.

Did our ce homework about racial harmony.

After that have physic lesson, Ms Wong also keep shouting.

Teachers all never once no shout at our class one. -.-

Went t buy ingredients for tmr's cooking.

Nabihah treat me and June ice cream, nice! Thanks Nabihah. (:

Went t slack after that then went home. Super tired.

Tmr meeting Cassandra, she coming outside my school. (:

Miss her.

When loving someone, never regret what you do, only regret what you don't do.

2010-07-18T06:00:00.000-07:00

Went t Chongboon Mac t have tuition w my sister.
Tutor treat us drinks. Thanks. (:
I start first then at 3.30 its my sister's turn.
She chose t end at 4.30 cause very cold.
We bus-ed t Bishan library.
Found some interesting books.
Never watch movie in the end. -'-
Felicia jio me one but I can't go.
Sadded uh.
Byee.

2010-07-17T06:44:00.000-07:00

Actually wanted t watch movie today.
But planned cancelled, cause Bella never reply us.
Nothing t post about la, maybe tmr going out w sister.
Bye.

2010-07-15T23:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was kinda lazy t post.
Got back my chinese class test paper, got 30/50!
Finally pass my class test for chinese! Happyhappy*
Almost no time do luh, only got 55 min t do?
Now damn tired but I still want t use com.
Trying t keep my eyes open.
Tmr I want t watch 'Despicable me' and 'The Blood Pledge"!
Lol, shall end here.
Bye.

2010-07-14T03:44:00.000-07:00

Touching.
-
From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy.
Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.
Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often.
Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"
As the guy is not good with his words, this often causes the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him.
As for him, he only endures it in silence.After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas.
Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"
The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married.
So before he leaves, they got engaged.
The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies.
They sent their love through emails & phone calls.
Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control.
When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed.
She realized that she was badly injured.
Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her.
But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh.
She has lost her voice.
The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.
During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry, it's still just silence cry that companied her.
Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same.
Except for the ringing tone of the phone.
Which pierced into her heart every time it rang.
She does not wish to let the guy know.
And not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him.
In return, the guy sent millions and millions of reply, and countless of phone calls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying.
The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything and be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learnt sign language and started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.
One day, her friend came and told her that he's back.
She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her.
Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding.
The girl was shattered.
When she opened the letter, she saw her name in it instead.
When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.
He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language.
Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise.
Let me have the chance to be your voice.
I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger.
The girl finally smiled.

2010-07-14T00:41:00.000-07:00

Meet Jaslin at the bus stop in the morning.

Walk t school together.

Had history lesson first, damn tired. O;

Maths after that, Wenwei, Cheeyong and James guailan ttm! ):

I do whatever stuffs, they will comment one lor.

4 of us laughing all the way.

I'm concentrating and also laughing. :D

Laugh till stomach pain. ):

Stayed in class during recess, studied chinese so hard!

Had chinese test after that, I read the passage till I going go crazy.

I don't understand what it is talking about la..

Nearly no time complete again.

Teacher give us extra 5 min, was chiong-ing.

Anyhow do some questions.

Had Langarts after that, Ms Fizhah never come for 3 days already.

Class is so noisy.

A lot people get scolded by relief teacher.

During Biology lesson, Mrs Seetoh keep scold the class. -.-

We went t lab then she go off the aircons, but she forgotten t off one.

Jaslin came t my group and sit.

Then we was like commenting on Ghimboon's hair, face and height! :D

HAHAH, fcuking funny laa!

We keep disiao him.

But I think we damn bad. :x

He scold 'fcuk' then we purposely go tell Mrs Seetoh, then he go insult Jaslin's father.

Mrs Seetoh scold him then Jaslin scold full of vulgarities at him.

Everyone laugh la, she say he don't belong here, he belong t the farm. :D

Went t had lunch then Jaslin go buy her phone.

Went home after that.

I won't turn back t that path anymore even though I know I'll miss you. Promise.

2010-07-13T05:23:00.000-07:00

I got 14/15 for my maths test!
Happy ttm la, but people can't believe it. Lol.
Damn careless, just because I never put 'cm' then I minus 1 mark. ):
End school at 3 plus, so late lor. Tired ttm. Yawn*
Went t HP w friends. (:
Hope those days really is over, but not just temporary..
Tmr there's chinese test, I already revise already. Goodluck t myself.
I want t pass, hope I got time complete my paper.
Please let me pass, god.

2010-07-11T03:23:00.000-07:00

Went t primary school w my mother and sister t support my brother cause his school have open house.
Teachers don't remember me and my sister already.
Sad can, 2 years past so quickly. ):
Didn't manage t see Mr Tan. Saw my chinese teacher, she don't remember me anymore! ):
Saw my english teacher too, she never saw me.
Went t walk around w my sister, took some photos.
Went t the garden, got birds in the big cage already.
They all very scared when we go t the cage, only one parrot very brave. (:
He fly wherever we go can, he keep attract attention! So cute ttm. <3
He follow the camera also.
First time see this type of parrot.
We take picture of it, he still pose for us. HAHA.
Mother left school then buy lunch for us.
Reach home at around 12.
Do my art luh, I draw very long ley finally finish it! (:
Shall end here. Bye.

Smile, even if it's a sad one.

2010-07-09T05:15:00.000-07:00

This few days keep rain, I damn cold can.
Going sick soon luh, hands and feet so cold. ):
Almost everyone sleeping in class, nice weather t sleep.
Wenwei always make me laugh. Lol.
James also, keep call me Gimfeng cause of some reason. ):
During recess stayed in class again.
Jaslin damn bad go open Nina's diary book. HAHA.
Chat about things we did w Iris, Geraldine and Jaslin.
Funny luh. (:
Physics lesson went t the lab, quite fun making electric curcuit.
Had Maths remedial after school.
After that, went t have lunch then went home sleep.
Tired ttm.
Sorry t Bella even though she can't see this, cause I don't know if I said some words make her cry.
Seriously sorry..

Felt left out sometimes, people ignores me and always laugh at me.

2010-07-06T05:21:00.000-07:00

Had school as for usual.
During IT lesson was busy chatting w Bella. :D

Lol, we was playing and having fun.
After that had langarts lesson.

Some people have t read out their procrastination compo, lucky I no need. :x

Stayed in class w others t study for the Maths test.

Study till very pekcek luh almost forget how t do.

We was like eating in class then Mr Singh walk pass then we faster hide. Laughs.
Bella was like sitting on the floor then I sitting on the chair, he thought she want upskirt me lor. -.-

HAHA, Bella keep laughing lor.

Had History, teacher give us 2 papers t do.

I seriously don't know how do can.

Had Maths test, saw good luck message my tutor send me! Thanks! (:

Its easy but I don't dare have too much confident.
I want t pass.
Argh, now got gastric pain. Pain only. Zz.
Shall continue posting,
After that, have Chinese lesson.
Wenwei keep guailan me then I guailan back, funny la!
He keep cheating me lor, very lame but at least not bored.
Lol, went t mac after school w June and Nabihah.
Then went t June house t study.
Went home after that.
Argh I can take it liao I need go eat. Byeee

2010-07-05T05:21:00.000-07:00

Chiong my chinese compo, I planned for so long.
Finally there's things for me t write.
Read through it, I think its a well written one. (:
Had tuition just now, I ask my tutor t teach me congruence and similarity for tmr's maths test.
I want t score well!
I want t show everyone, I'm already not a person that only know how play, sleep and eat.
I've change, I want t be a new person.
A person that study hard and also play hard! (:
Byee.

2010-07-04T06:47:00.000-07:00

I keep think that June is sad cause of me.
Asked her just now, but she say is other reason.
She's telling me on tuesday.
June I hope you will cheer up and become hyper back again. (:
If you trust me,
I'll be there for you when you need me and be your listening ears.
I can also comfort you too.
Whenever you feel down, remember you're not alone..
I'm always there.
Just make a call and I'll be listening t you, so you wouldn't have t bottle everything t yourself.
I'll help you if I can.
Loads of lovee. <33

A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face.

2010-07-04T00:24:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wish that when I say, "I'm okay.."

Someone will say, "No you're not."

2010-07-03T07:36:00.001-07:00

Just now Jaslin jio me then we go study.
Taught her maths, now she know roughly how do le.. (:
She treat me drinks after that.
Thanks t her even though she can't see this. (:
We studied from 4 plus till 8 plus. Tired.

Best revenge is t smile, be happy and never let them know it hurt..

2010-07-02T03:49:00.000-07:00

Missed my bus and wait till 7.09.
Took cab t school insead..
Langarts lesson see others present their power point.
Damn funny la, got some group damn funny. :D
After that have maths lesson.
After recess stayed in class awhile w others then Sally ask me pei her go eat.
Something happened, but I just have t control myself. I can do it. (':
Went back class after that.
Had chinese, got compo need do. :/
Notihng t write about luh. How.
Had Biology lesson after that, but Mrs Seetoh never come.
At first can watch planet earth de but suddenly cd got problem. -.-
Lessons damn bored can, time seems to past so slowly.
Something happened again, I control myself again. Hais.
End lesson then went t had lunch w friends.
Walk t block 917 then at there planned t study.
But end up never, keep chatting.. (:
Not long later, rain heavily water splash till my papers all wet.
Hope ink won't smudge.
Slacked and chat w them its funny. Lol.
Took some pictures!
~~Will be uploaded tmr. (:~~
Sorry June if I did anything that makes you sad..

I just want t have a peaceful class for me t study.

Why they just can't stop disturbing me?

Its difficult for me t concentrate..

2010-06-30T07:16:00.000-07:00

Lazy post..

2010-06-29T05:12:00.000-07:00

Do things too slow nearly cause me to miss my bus.
Saw shaoqi in bus, so shock first time see him.
The bus jerk and he stepped on my shoes. -.-
Had presentation for project, first lesson.
Was super jing zang lor.
Damn pissed off luh during recess cause some reasons.
Lol, but its over already. So forget it. (:
During history and maths lessons, Cheeyong and Wenwei damn irritating lor.
Keep saying 'okay lor' and 'scared'. Lol.
But its funny la. HAHA.
Mr Singh come find me then ask me things, hope he really let me out.
Dnt lesson makes me want t sleep.
After school meet friend awhile then go, have lunch w Jaslin, June and Geraldine.
Meet Joshua after that pass things then went slack.
Jaslin and I promised and sweared t god about something just now. (:
Wrote something and plan t bury them and plan t dig it back when last day of school arrives. Lol.
Went home at 6 plus.
Want t find cca w June and Jaslin!
We want go library. But I think full lor. -.-
Sian can.
I shall go eat dinner le byee. (:

Should I tell you or not tell you?
But I need help.

Its difficult for me t concentrate on studies if it continues.

I wanted t ask you for help but

I think I can't so I can get less trouble.

Nevermind then forget it.

I shall decide again once you asked me again..

Tears can sometimes be more special than smiles. For smiles can be given to anyone but tears only shed for people we love.

2010-06-28T06:21:00.000-07:00

So long never wake up so early already.
In holidays keep wake up at 11 or 12 plus today suddenly wake at 5 plus.
Damn tired.
Tmr got presentation for the project.
Oh my god, I hate presentations! ):<
School was boring today.
Early morning during pe Mrs lee catch everyone's attire.
Some of us never tuck in shirt she ask us do 25 push ups.
And must she say do then can do one.
I so long never do already, I seriously going die le.
No strength liao, damn weak. Sadded.
Wonder how I can tahan 50 last time.
Off t facebook now, shall update tmr. (:

When I'm young. (L)

2010-06-27T00:10:00.000-07:00

Lol, guess which one is me. (:
Yesterday my brother took out the photos when we were young.
Then I started t take pictures and post up here t keep my blog alive.
I was a little chubby when I'm young. (L)
My mother says I always will run t the playgrounds alone when she brings me out.
And she'll be looking around for me. Lol?
But I've can't remember if I did that.
Lol, I didn't know when I'm, I was sent t Malaysia w my sister t our grandmother house.
My mother told me then I know.
Parents busy working luh.
My brother good luh can stay when his born. -.-
Nothing t worry about when I'm young! (Y)
Unlike now, there's so many project t do.
Doing the poem for literature seriously kills my brain cells man! Grrr. -.-
I think till I very frustrated can.
Just creating the poem takes me 4 hours plus! Faint*
Still got homework I know but really lazy t do.
School reopens tmr ley, I'm not looking forward t it seriously. D;
History lesson this semester. Sadded, I hate History!
From tmr onwards, I will concentrates only on studying.
Good luck t me, t improve in all my subjects.. (:
I hope will make it. Jiayou t me and you guys too. (:
Goodbye hope we have a brand new start.

2010-06-24T07:11:00.002-07:00

Stayed at home.
Found my phone man, super happy ttm la! :D
My brother found it in his cupboard. LOL?
I'm so careless. :x
Got project lucky manage t chiong finish the english one.
Left literature project.
Damn lazy ley seriously.. -.-
Byee.

2010-06-23T05:42:00.000-07:00

Hello people.
Felicia jio me out t Amk t watch movie w her Audi friend.
Lol, meet her at Mrt inside de guardian shop at 1.
I'm so slow eh, she 12 plus jiu reach le.
Ps eh Felicia. ;x
Went t buy popcorn and drinks first.
Saw Ms Fizhah, her boyfriend and her niece.
She didn't saw us.
Waited for the 2 guys t come.
While waiting, saw my class de people.
The guys come le then we buy tickets.
Watch Karate kid, a lot people watch luh.
Four of us sit in the first row luh. ):
Nice show ley! Thumbs up! (:
Got some part very sad ley. Sobsob*
Wa, this month watch the third movie le.
Lol, July got 2 shows want watch. (:
After movie went t walk walk then go slack.
Damn bored luh, we all nothing do.
Then slack at my house void deck.
Took some pictures.
~~Pictures shall be uploaded tmr after Felicia send me.~~
Hais, no phone eh.
Very mafan can.
Actually want t take new sim card one but don't have my brother ezlink I can't take. -.-
Maybe tmr mother go help me take ba?
I still got project and homework haven touch till a single thing eh.
I'm seriously too lazy t do.
Plus I don't know how t do.
Argh, hope holiday last even more longer.
One month past so quickly.
536 days, please faster end.

Phone, don't go again.. Zzz.

2010-06-22T06:10:00.000-07:00

Nothing t do at home so studied luh.
I think I drop my precious phone. Wtf can?!
Damn fcuking sad! -'-
I think I drop it down the rubbish chute while I throwing rubbish.
I forget that I'm holding on t it then throw down together w the rubbish la. Nb. -.-
Search around my house but can't find ley.
My heart seriously is so pain. -.-
Need take old phone again la. ZZ.

2010-06-19T03:35:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 9 t meet Cassandra t trade things.
Lol, damn tired.
Rot at home today.
I really miss primary school times now.
Even though the things we do are foolish, but it builds memories. (:

2010-06-18T01:11:00.000-07:00

Did this again.

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: -
B - BIRTHDAY: 8 September 1996
C - CRUSHING ON: -
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Ice Milo
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: June
F - FAVORITE SONGS: A lot
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Both
H - HOMETOWN: Malaysia
I - IN LOVE WITH: -
J - JUGGLE: I sucks in that
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Never
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 1 day ?
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Strawberry Milkshake
N - NUMBER OF GF/BF: 1
O - ONE WISH: No wish will come true one la..
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Jikmei
R- REASON TO SMILE: Happy?
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Take it off- Kesha
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 12.20pm
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: -
V - VEGETABLE(S): Depends
W - WORST HABIT: Late wake up
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Once ba
Y – YOYOS ARE: Yoyos lor
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Virgo

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: H Yn Q ? -.-
What color do you wear most?: Don't know
Least favorite color?: Green
What are you listening to?: Taking back my love - Ciara Feat. Enrique
Are you happy with your life right now?: No
What is your favorite class in school?: Primary school ones
When do you start back at school/college?: Huh?
Are you outgoing?: Don't know
Favorite pair of shoes?: Don't know
Where do you wish you were right now?: Primary school days

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: Don't know
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Never try before
Can you whistle?: Cannot ba
Write with both hands?: Cannot
Walk with your toes curled?: Yes

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Who knows?
Do you believe in miracles?: Yes
Do you believe in magic?: No
Love at first sight?: Yes
Do you believe in Satan?: What's that?
Do you believe in Santa?: No
Do you know how to swim?: Okay okay luh
Do you like roller coasters?: Like
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: Like what?

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: No
Have you ever asked someone out?: Yes
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yes
Have you ever been to the ocean?: No
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside: Killing humans
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Don't know
What was the last thing you bought?: Drinks
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Forgotten

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: Don't know
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Cassandra

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: -
Do you cry when you get an injury?: No unless I fractured myself
Do certain songs make you cry?: Yes if I'm sad at the same time

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you a happy person?: Last time
What can make you happy?: Turn the time back t primary school days
Do you wish you were happier? Of course
Can music make you happy?: Sometimes, will dance randomly w the lyrics -.-

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: A lot
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Yeah

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: Black a bit brown .
Current piercings?: 3
Have any tattoo?: No
Eye color?: Brown

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: Brown
Short or long hair: Depends
Height: Taller then me
Best clothing: Don't know

HAVE YOU EVER:
Been to jail: No
Mooned someone: Don't know
Ran away from home: Kick out
Laughed so hard you cried: Yeah
Cried in school?: Yes
Thrown up in a store: No
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Yes
Gone skinny dipping: Huh?

THIS OR THAT:
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: Anything
Single or Group Dates: Anything.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries
Meat or Veggies: Both also can
TV or Movie: Movie
Guitar or Drums?: Don't know
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn flakes
Cake or Pie: Cake

Primary school days is the best after all. ♥

2010-06-16T05:46:00.000-07:00

HELLO. :D

Manage t try wake up at 8.

Prepared my things then meet up at Jikmei the basketball court there.

Walked t Cassandra's house.

Played xbox, watch paris and milan and ghost movie called "the house".

LOL, damn scary can.

We keep covering our eyes. -.-

Got one part, I cua tio luh cause the ghost suddenly appear. :x

Went t have lunch at Mac.

LOL, we chat about our primary school times.

About friends!
Funny stuffs we do!

Those times, when we pon remedial and go out t play!

When we quarreled, over small stuffs!

When we did some lame stuffs!

When we get smack by ruler on our palm by Mr Tan because we failed our papers!

And a lot more la! ♥

Really miss those times yeah. ):

After that, went t have a hair cut.

I only cut fringe.

Lol, Cassandra now de hair nice. (:

Cassandra must thank me eh! :x

LOL, take bus t Toa payoh then take bus back t Amk cause nothing do.

Jikmei went home after that while I went t the playground that we used t go in the past.

Around 6 plus go home.

Bye. Had fun luh. (:

2010-06-15T06:07:00.000-07:00

Woke at 11.
Went over t Cassandra's house t play.
Played xbox, watch tv, chat about the past damn fun.
Having a haircut tmr.
Cause my fringe is way too long. D;
Off t watch tv byebye. (:

2010-06-14T05:07:00.000-07:00

Sleep at 4 plus yesterday, sms all the way.
Wake at 9, tired ttm can!

Meet up w Cassandra at my block nearby at 9.30 then bring her up my house.

Realise that time pass so fast, I'm 6 years of goodfriends w her already.

So fast. :O

Use computers awhile.

I go bath then went out w her at 12.30.

Walked t Jikmei house find her, she's not free. ):

Went t chongboon there eat Mac.

Then bused down t meet Joshua, take stuffs awhile then left.

We have nothing t do so took 55 all the way t Bedok interchange.

Was chatting in the bus, about the past.. :D
Agree, that primary school times is much more better then secondary school lifes.
Its more fun.

Slacked at Bedok awhile then took 25 all the way t Amk interchange.

Went t library there chat and play.

Then went t the park opposite the library, walk walk there.

Chat and play there. HAHA.

Tired already so went t take 45 then go home.

Maybe meeting her tmr again or Jaslin.

Although today is quite boring but at least get t see her.. (:

Lol, took some pictures, but she want me cover her face.

Jikmei, wednesday go out kay, you say one!

2010-06-13T01:36:00.000-07:00

Tmr going out w Cassandra, so long never see her already.
Shall post a lot tmr.
Damn bored at home seriously. -.-
Nothing for me t post about.
Bye.

2010-06-12T05:01:00.001-07:00

Staying at home, nothing t post!

2010-06-10T04:14:00.000-07:00

Rot at home, my sister just came back from her camp.
Nothing t post about eh.
Bye. ):

2010-06-09T02:55:00.000-07:00

This story is about a girl who felt ignored..

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin.
I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club, I found out that I fell in love with him.
Before the trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways.
I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there was so many other girls.
To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl...
"Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked.
"I can't"
"Why? You need to study at home?" I felt disappointment grabbing me.
"No... I am going to meet a friend..."
He was always like that.
He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend.
The word 'love' only came out of my mouth.
Since I knew him, I had never heard I'm say 'I love you' before.
To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all.
He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days...200 days...
Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know why...
Then one day...
Me: Um, Jin, I...
Jin: What...don't drag, just say...
Me: I love you.
Jin: ...........you.....um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my 'three words' and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one.
There were many....
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.
But... lunch passed, dinner passed...and soon the sky was dark... he still didn't call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep.
He told me to come out of the house.
Still. I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin...
Jin: Here...take this...
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What's this?
Jin: I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now.
I'm going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.
He turned around and walked away like nothing had happened.
Then I shouted...
"Wait..."
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me...
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung onto him.
But he just said simple cold words and left.
"I don't want to say...that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else."
That was what he said. Then ran off...
My legs felt numb...and I collapsed to the ground. He didn't want to say it easily...
How could he...
I felt that...
Maybe he is not the right guy for me...
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying.
He didn't call me, although I was waiting.
He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.
That's how those dolls piled up in my room... everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school.
But what made the pain resurface was that.... I saw him on a street...with another girl...
He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me...as he touched the doll...
I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell...
Why did he gave these to me...
Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls...
In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.
Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.
He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.
I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that....its going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happened and joking around.
Soon, he held out the doll as usual...
Me: I don't need it.
Jin: What....why...
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!! I don't want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes were very shaky.
"I'm sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll...
"You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!"
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.
Then...
Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
"Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted...
But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
"Jin, move!"
HONK~!!!
"Boom!" That sound, so terrifying.
That's how he went away from me.
That's how he went away without evening opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him...
And after spending two months like a crazy person...
I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.
I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days... when we were in love...
"One...two... three..."
That was how... I started to count the dolls...
"Four hundred and eighty four... four hundred and eighty five..."
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
I hugged it tightly, then suddenly...
"I love you~, I love you~"
I dropped the dolls, shocked.
"I....lo..ve...you??"
I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
"I love you~ I love you~"
It can't be!
I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side.
"I love you~"
"I love you~"
"I love you~"
Those words came out non-stop.
I...love you...
Why didn't I realize that.....
That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
Why didn't I realize that he love me this much...
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it's stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.
It had his blood stain on it.
The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much...
"Jo...Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn't say I love you.... Um... since I was too shy... If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you... everyday... till I die... Jo... I love you..."
The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now?
He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute...
For that... and for that reason... to me... it became courage... to live a beautiful life...

2010-06-08T07:13:00.000-07:00

Slept at 2 plus yesterday and woke up at 10 instead of 8.
Thought I was late for the meet up lucky Ferlicia wanted t change the timing later.
Damn tired eh. ):
Ate breakfast, bath, pack things then off t meet Ferlicia at her house at 12.
Bused t Hougang mrt station t meet Huishi and Zhiyu.
Lol, we was like commenting on Huishi's shirt. :x
Trained t Vivo, bought movie tickets.
We planned t watch Prince of persia.
Went t buy starbuck when we still have sometime left.
Buy food and then went in t watch.

The show not bad la, quite nice. I like it. (:
I rated it 3/5.
After that went walk walk around.
At around 5, Zhiyu went home.
The rest of us went shopping cause Ferlicia wanted t buy clothes.
Had dinner and continued shopping.
At 7 near 8, Huishi wanted t go home we trained t Buangkok.
After that I took 88 bus home w Ferlicia.
We planned t go Clarke quay see nice scenary after their camp. (:

2010-06-06T00:26:00.000-07:00

I serious hate the weather, its killing the humans.
Rotting at home today.
Use computer and watch television.
I admit I'm getting old, never move a lot now neck ache. ):
Laughs, tmr I think got project do.
June, I want go exercise.
After your camp, I jio you go exercise kay. (:
Try keep your holiday free, I want jio you out one. Lol.
Nothing t post about for now.
Shall update my blog later if I have things t say about.
Byee.

2010-06-05T00:19:00.000-07:00

-04/05/2010
Was late for the project w Geraldine, Regina and Iris. Sorry. ):
Couldn't find my contact lenses.
Damn pekcek, but in the end found it on the floor.
Bused t Hougang green t meet them.
Went t buy bubble tea first before we go Regina's house t do the project.
Lol, Geraldine is so crazy SHINee that day.

I keep talk about irrelevant stuffs. Opps..

Online do research.

Go pei Iris buy her dinner then we go home.

Watch 'UP' at 7.30 at Preview.

I think I'll be growing fat after the June holiday.

Sleep, play, eat.

I want go exercise soon.
Bye..

2010-06-03T02:40:00.000-07:00

Woke up late yesterday at 1 instead of 8.
Can't wake up.
Can't sleep well this few days too, keep thinking of things. ):
Quickly prepare my things then chiong go find Jaslin and Geraldine.
Went up Jaslin's house t take her warranty card from her mother then wait for Jaslin and Geraldine t come from HP.
Bused t Tamp t LG phone shop t sell Jaslin's phone I think.
After that, had lunch.
Went shopping.
Took some pictures.
Geraldine left at 6 t Amk hub t find her sister.
Jaslin went home t bring her dinner t my house here eat.
Slack and went walk walk around at the playground.
Then she went home at 10 plus.
Pictures shall be uploaded some other day.

2010-05-31T04:56:00.000-07:00

T keep my blog alive, I think I shall post about my MYE results..
English Language- 62.7, Grade 4
Chinese- 51.1, Grade 5
Mathematics- 51.1, Grade 5
Science- 53.1, Grade 5
Geography- 39.9, U Grade
Literature- 55.7, Grade 5
Design & Technology- 52.4, Grade 5
Art- 60.4, Grade 4
Class position- 28/43
Level position- 53/84
Total- 426.4/800
Percentage- 53.3
Results- Passed
Conduct- Fair
-
Only failed 1 subject, I'm quite shock.
But all 50 plus only.
Sadded.
Shall end here.
Byee.

2010-05-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

Rotting at home playing petville in facebook.
Its childish but there's really nothing t do.
Didn't post blog for a few days its cause nothing t post about eh.
Got anything t post then I'll post.
Bye people. (:

2010-05-26T04:27:00.000-07:00

Ms Fizhah wants me t finish a survey about parent and child.
Don't know for what.
The questions damn chim I don't understand a lot eh.
No lessons like usual, some lessons de video damn boring.
Thanks Nabihah anyway. (:
Ms Fizhah showed us the movie, Coraline.
I love it but we haven't manage t finish watching the show!
Hope can watch tmr, don't know got Langarts lessons not.
Today a lot people very tired eh including me.
Its damn bored and tired! ):
After school went t had lunch w June.
Then we went walk and play around.
Damn funny w go scare those pigeon, too bored already. -.-
Played poker cards w her.
She bully me lor! Keep win, I damn lousy. ):
HAHAH, we go test something then both of us damn lucky lor!
We got what we wanted!
Its miracle la serious.
We can't believe it luh. Right June? (:
Had fun la.
Tmr is the last day of school and Friday will be start June holidays liao.
Off t do my art now bye. (:

2010-05-25T06:08:00.000-07:00

Back t updating my blog.
Too lazy t type the past 2 days.
Had 2.4 yesterday, stamina drop so much. D;
After that whole leg luan diao can.
Today my whole leg and arm have muscle ache.
Pain ttm! Sadded, can't sit, walk, run, go up and down stairs properly. D;
Thanks June and Geraldine for helping me mark my papers last Thursday and Friday. (:
Maths
-41/80
Geography
-23.5/70
D&T
-25/50
Those papers I scored till so lousy.
Maths just pass by 1 mark?
Art homework de deadline is on this Thursday I haven finding my shoe t do.
A bit lazy eh.
Off t facebook bye. (:

2010-05-22T01:51:00.000-07:00

Rotting at home, cook fried rice for lunch just now.

2010-05-22T01:45:00.000-07:00

Shu hui- You want t think I break up your friendship w Samantha or whoever, its up t you. I believe I never can already no need you say. Is you don't even want t observe whether I got change or not so you have no right t say I didn't change. And I'm not so childish t help myself say words by putting another name. -.- I not two sided and I won't act pity for people to see, this is my blog and I'm writing how I feel. If you want t think I'm at fault at everything and things I wrote in my blog that time is all Samantha say one I can' t do anything since you want t accuse me. Everything I've said is already here, believe or not you decide..

2010-05-21T04:14:00.000-07:00

Stay at home watch tv whole day.
Regretted not going school today.
But lazy go school yeah.
Cooked dinner just now cause too bored already. Nice yeah.. (:
Nothing t post much.
Bye.

Samantha- I don't need you t forgive me. Sometimes you don't realise somethings you had done that make me really sad too. If you guys want t think I'm pitiful, I'll let it be. I won't let you do anything t me too because sometimes I'm not at fault at everything but if you think I'm wrong in everything I'll let it be too. Since you don't want t talk about it anymore, I won't say anymore. Good luck in everything in life and thanks for those things you did for me in the past.

2010-05-20T07:03:00.000-07:00

Back t updating my blog.. (:

Meet up w Jaslin at Hougang polyclinic at 3 plus.

Took 72 bus there, saw June, Bella and Nabihah walking at near block 917..

But they didn't saw me.

Queue for Jaslin's turn, sat on the chair for so damn long.

My buttock cramp ley, laughs..

After that, went t Hougang interchange for Jaslin t make her ezlink card.

Took Mrt t her grandma's house.

Cayden is there, he damn cute laa.

We today treat him very good.

Took some pictures w him.

He keep act cute today don't know why.

Took him out t walk walk after his dinner.

Lol, he hyper active one..

Went home at 8 plus.

Tmr not going school too.

Anyway thanks June for helping me mark my papers.. (:
Bye.

2010-05-19T21:42:00.000-07:00

At home now, woke up at 11.30.
Ps t keep Jaslin waiting for 1 hour. ):
Later going acompany her t see doctor.
Then also go see her cute cousin, Cayden.
Going out soon, so going prepare now.
Goodbye, shall update tonight.. (:

2010-05-19T05:45:00.000-07:00

Take back some of our exam papers, I didn't do that well.

But at least got pass some.

Chinese

Letter writing - 12/20

Composition - 21/50

Paper 2 - 38/60

Listening comprehension -12/20

Literature

Poetry -15/25

Coraline - 19/25

English

Section 1 - 14/25

Section 2 - 14/25

Composition - 20/30

Letter writing - 19/30

Science

Biology - 19/30

Chemistry - 7/30

Physics - 16.5/30

This is all the papers I get so far today.

CCM damn bored luh, I don't know why will dizzy.

After that, had lunch w June.

Then we go walk walk in rain then slack and chat.

Tmr don't know whether want t go school nots.

Maybe not going, depends.

If got then I'll be pei-ing Jaslin go polyclinic.

Lol, if can tmr I can sleep at home already! (:

Stay at home lesser things t make me headache.

That's great! <3

June, thank you for staying w me when I'm down.

Being my listening ears and cheering me up.

You are hungry but you would rush up t find me when you know I don't sound right.

Sorry for troubling you.

I will also be there when you're down.

Love you. (:

2010-05-18T06:22:00.000-07:00

Wanted t meet up w Jaslin today but end up never..
Sorry Jaslin. ):
We sat on bus t Marina there for dragon boating.
Our bus go pass the Singapore flyer, June took picture of it but didn't grab it from her yet.
Nice view from the bus.
Straight t the topic, the class split into half then went on the boat.
First time step into that type of boat quite scary.
But after awhile then I used t it already.
Quite fun splashing water at other boats.. (:
Have race, my group de boat win.
Fun ttm.
After that, bath then go back school.
Had lunch then go t Jaslin's grandmother house.
We go di siao Cayden, he very cute ley serious.
We make till he cry luh, feel bad..
Went home at 6 plus.
Tmr school comfirm very bored one.
Yawn, damn tired now cause had dragon boat.
Byee.

2010-05-17T06:10:00.000-07:00

Had inter class/house today.
Didn't played, went t toilet w others t talk so can kill time.
Took some pictures.
Dragon boat is tmr, sounds fun after Nabihah tell me more things about it.
Hope won't get skin burn.
Went t Kimchoo's house just now.
Before that quarreled w Jaslin again..
I don't want quarrel anymore w you eh.
Hope today will be the last time we quarrel..
Use computer and chat chat w her.
Nothing t say for today le, hope tmr can post more about the dragon boating..
Goodbye..

Thinking of the past every minutes and seconds..

2010-05-16T04:09:00.000-07:00

Rotting at home don't feel like going out..
Yesterday slept whole day I guess?
Woke up at 11 plus, ate my breakfast..
Went back t sleep and woke up for my lunch..
Lunch is spagetti which my sister and brother cooked, I'm too lazy t get up and cook..
After lunch, went back t sleep..
Woke up for dinner and then lie down t watch television..
Maybe one day I will turn fat but I'm fine w it..
Keep day dreaming today don't know why..
Goodbye people..
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I guess I just couldn't accept the fact that eveything is over again..

2010-05-15T03:43:00.000-07:00

TAG REPLIES.

Guest- I'm okay that you're tagging my blog, but please write down you name. I never take her for granted, if I take her for granted, I wouldn't lend so many things t her. I may changed, but I'm trying my best to pull myself up like how I was last time.

All- Sorry for what I have done, I'm willing to change back however I need to know what's wrong with me. I need to know, then i can change for the better.

Samantha- You used t be my bestfriend. I really cherish you a lot. Even if my family don't want me t hang out with you, I still want t stay as bestfriend with you. Even when times I didn't have money t eat, I will still lend you my money cause I know you are more important. I don't know if you still remember the times when you were chasen out, I would accompany you, because I scared that you will feel lonely. Anyways, thank you for all the wonderful things you have done with me. I have never regret having you as my bestfriend. I know you must be hating me alot, that's why I'm changing t what I was. But I really want t know what I've done wrong so I can change.

Meici- You used t be my goodfriend too. Thank you for the memories you have created for me. I will remember the times we went t eat durians together and watch movies, and studied together. You're the one who never fails t make me laugh. Thank you.

Joan- I know you hate me from the day you saw me. But I will not hate you because you've done nothing wrong t me. I may not know you that well, but I'm changing for the better. I know you still hates me, but as time pass I will prove that I'm changing for the better and hopes by than you wont hate me as much.

I'm tired of living,

2010-05-14T06:17:00.000-07:00

Is it all fated for people t treat me in a bad way?
I'm tired, I just wanted t be friends w them but I just can't.
People just wanted t make me, angry or sad purposely.
But I won't give a damn t it, I'm tired.
Trying t help * but end up scolded by him/her and quarreling w him/her.
Damn sad and angry, helping someone also end up getting scolded.
Its so unfair.
I lose people I once loved and I don't think * know how much I've done for him/her.
Family don't understand what happen t me.
Only know how t comment me.
So many taji t settle just now, I'm tired.
I can't describe how I feel now.
Why people want make things till so big.
Why can't talk nicely need use hand?
Goodbye people.

2010-05-13T03:23:00.000-07:00

-12/05/2010

Yesterday after Chinse listening compre, went breakfast w the girls.

After that, went t fairprice walk walk.

Felicia came after that.

Went to change then we go Jaslin house.

Stay there use computer then we bus t HM.

June went home.

Felicia go pierce ear then we go buy food go slack.

Joshua came t meet her then me and Jaslin left.

Went t Jaslin house there slack then I go home.

You're gone once again.

-13/05/2010

Today had D&T paper.

Anyhow do, leave blank.

Seriously no mood t take the test.

Wanted t sleep but Ms Ng woke me up.

Went t have breakfast w the girls.

Went walk walk around, nothing t do..

Walkwalk around.

Aiya, no mood post.

Goodbye.

2010-05-11T05:28:00.000-07:00

Nearly late today, woke up prepare things half way go back sleep.
Too tired la, then woke up by mother at 6.50.
Chiong go prepare then go take bus.
Lucky the bus drive fast. (:
Had science exam.
Yesterday night tried studying a bit.
Chemistry I think I would fail luh, its damn difficult.
Felicia didn't come t school today, I didn't know that until she text me.
After school went t HP, w the girls to had lunch.
Ate Mac, I was talking t the girls then * walk pass.
I shocked till open mouth at there stare.
I wanted tell Jaslin de but don't know why so shock. HAHA.
Then June keep laughing then she tell Jaslin that * just walk pass.
Jaslin say her heart pump very fast. HAHA.
After we had our lunch, went t HP walk walk around.
Went playground there slack, chat and sing.
Around 2 plus bus t Jaslin house use computer.
She give me ice cream eat, thanks eh! :D
We used till 6 plus then I go home.
Wanted to acompany her go buy phone at HP de.
But the money Kelvin haven return her just now until now then return.
So I can't come out already, sorry eh Jaslin never acompany you. ):
Tmr going out w Felicia and Jaslin again.
But don't know want go where. Jaslin got any suggestion?
Text me if you see this. (:
Goodbye. (:

2010-05-10T05:17:00.000-07:00

Had literature paper.

Anyhow write rubbish inside, hope can get marks.

Paper ends at 9.20, went t school gate meet Felicia w Jaslin.

We at first go stalk Mr Gregory Leong, cause Jaslin want.

Like pervert lor. HAHA. (:

Went to Hougang green there find things, but can't find so went up t Jaslin's house first.

Use computer, eat lunch then she go bath.

Me and Felicia change into other shirt already then go Hougang green buy drinks.

Went back to find Jaslin then we take bus go Punggol.

Reach already waited for the guys then we plan t go white house instead of the beach.

But suddenly rain, rain damn big lor.

We find place for shelter, wait for awhile.

Bo bian luh, the rain gets bigger then we can only walk in the rain t the interchange.

In the end never go white house.

We walk one big round lor, then whole body wet. ):

Took 43 t Hougang green after that cause the guys want play lan.

We girls go walkwalk around lor.

Then after that Felicia, Jaslin and I go find Ernest.

Go there waste time luh nothing do.

So went slack at 917, too bad luh the door can't open.

We keep pull but can't open, I damn sad can. ):

Did some silly stuffs!

Lazy elaborate, only Jaslin and Felicia know. (:

Took bus to Jaslin house after that t take my bag.

Then went down find the guys awhile then took bus home.

Lol, sisters tmr then we go white house! (:

2010-05-09T06:11:00.000-07:00

Can't find my cable eh, so can't manage t upload my photos.
Just now around 3 plus, bus t Jaslin house meet her and Kelvin.
Reach, went t the minimart there buy drinks w her.
Kelvin reach after that.
Then study literature together.
Jaslin very cute ley, study never bring any book one. (:
Lol, then we start reading Coraline book.
Jaslin at there keep talk, make me laugh.
HAHA, some topics damn funny la!
We keep laugh then can't concentrate on reading the book.
Went up to her house t use toilet then she gave me bubble gum.
Went home after that.
It's mother day today.
Had Mac and sushi after mother come back home w my brother.
Nice eh, but this year I never prepare anything for my mother.
No money to buy anything for her.
I never do any card for her too.
Feel bad. ):
Wish her happy mother's day even though she can't see this.
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Tmr is literature exam.
I hate literature cause I don't know what t write.
The last test I failed.
I'm afraid I cmi tmr! Good luck to me and t others taking exam tmr. (:
Tmr after school Felicia jio me go Punggol beach.
Jaslin, Geraldine, Bella and June better come too kay. Laughs. (:
Off t facebook, bye. (:

2010-05-08T07:48:00.000-07:00

Stayed at home sleep today, don't know why so tired.
Jaslin jio me out at 2 plus.
But suddenly rain heavily, so never go out.
This few days keep quarrel w Jaslin, hope this won't affect our relationship.
I damn lazy t use computer eh, but t keep my blog alive shall post blog.
Really hope * will be back..
I miss * yeah but can only go t the places we have been before.
I miss the past but everything happening now all my fault.
It's too late t regret.

2010-05-07T06:18:00.000-07:00

Had Geography test yesterday, quite easy but scared I cmi. ):
Yesterday night had tuition for today's maths test.

I don't want fail my maths.

After test today, went out of school t find Felicia w Jaslin.

Mr Singh think we very weird so come out of school spot check our bag.
Went HP after that bought KFC, then went void deck eat.

3 of us plan go changi hospital there see.

Then also at the same time go changi beach look at the sea.

Went back HP's fair price find others.

Then we all ask them come along too.

Took 109 bus there, its a long trip.

Listen songs on bus while others there keep talking and laughing loudly.

Reach already walk for very long then reach the hospital.

People say its haunted?

Then Bella and Geraldine started clipping up their fringe. HAHA.

Walk walk inside, some place got one weird smell.

Felicia say she most scared of the lift, I don't dare take.

After that, went t Changi beach, wanted t sit on boat de but some don't want.

Instead went t see the sea, took pictures too. (:

June's phone camera rocks ley, 8.0 mega ley.

The photos so clear lor.
After that, took bus back t Hougang green.

Find others w Felicia and Jaslin.

Then slack at the muilty story carpark, noisy till the resident complain.

Police came chase us away.

Took bus home after that, tmr maybe Jaslin coming find me t pei her buy phone.

Walk whole day, now very tired already.

Of to rest le, goodbye. (:

EVERYTHING HAPPEN OVER AND OVER AGAIN

2010-05-05T05:16:00.000-07:00

MYE start yesterday.

Had english paper 1 and 2, hope I can pass.

Today had chinese paper 1 and 2, didn't manage t finish my compo on time.

Tmr wish myself good luck for geography paper.

I this few days damn suay la, don't know why.

My right eye on tuesday till now keep blink no stop.

What's going t happen t me tmr?

This 2 person keep texting me, don't want mention names.

Can stop not, people no mood keep spam my inbox.

Make till I damn pekcek ley.

I wish I can be at a peaceful and nice place now just like that day I went w Jaslin and Kelvin.

Somethings bothering me making me unable t concentrate on my papers today.

That's the reason why I can't complete my compo, thinking of what to write then suddenly my mind drift t other things.

Seriously don't know what I'm thinking now.

Happy? Sad? Confused? Angry? Lost?

I'm jealous about others life.

The same thing happen again and again but now is more and more hurting.

Other things all private..

Byebye hope I can be happy tmr. :D

Don't sad anymore..

2010-05-01T22:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to find Jaslin at her house there to chat at 4 plus.
After that, went compass to meet Meici to study.
At about 7 I took bus to school area there find Rasyad, Kelvin and Zikri.
Went in IMH walk walk.
Lol, very quiet there.
Later maybe going out, shall update later.
Bye.

2010-04-30T07:11:00.001-07:00

Hi, back to blogging. (:
I can't really remember what I did this few days.
I can remember I did CWO and I have to wash the fish pond.
Inside very slippery cause got algae. GROSS*
Then others I forgotten le.
Just now after school went to Gel's house.
Bella was there, chat awhile then I go down buy lunch.
Went back then study for MYE awhile then Bella go home.
Chat chat w Gel!
HAHA, some part funny. (:
We went down find Kelvin then went HP walk walk buy things.
Went walk walk after that then slack.
Reach home at 8.
I can't work w the others luh.. ):

2010-04-29T19:27:00.000-07:00

Hello readers, thanks for all the tags.
I appreciate it.
Shall update my blog tonight. BYEE. (:

I'm hurt again..

2010-04-26T06:14:00.000-07:00

Had lessons as usual.
After school, did CWO w Jaslin, Samantha, Felicia and Kelvin.
Clean the store room.
Carry things here and there.
After that, all of us go meet Meici.
Joshua came too, slack slack then everyone went home at 7 plus.
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Currently no mood, heard shattered into 1000 pieces..
Should say hate or like?
I confused, just can't forget those times..
My heart is like being stab by a knife, continously..
Goodbye people..
I need some silence, listening ears and a shoulder to lie on..

2010-04-25T07:07:00.000-07:00

Yesterday around 6 plus Samantha come find me cause something happened.
We took cab to school to meet Jaslin, Felicia'108 and Kelvin.
Bought maggie noodles for her.
Took 72 bus to my house here slack, talk.
Went home at 10 plus.
Today went down to slack w *.
We meet then slack, talk, chat.
Some part damn funny!
Walk walk around.
Chatchat, I want send * to bus stop de ley.
Then end up * pull me to my house. ):
Lol, had fun ttm! :D
Tmr is school, got CWO eh.
BORED LAAAA.
Of to facebook now, byeeee. (:

2010-04-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

Wth happened to my computer and laptop. Can't go internet.
Now fixed. (:

-21/4/2010
Jaslin became my sister today. Lovee. (:
Went to Hougang green w them.
Before that went to slack at 917 void deck.
Started gossip about people. Fucking funny lor! (:
Walked there, see them play lan.
Went walk walk around.
Went to stairs slack.
Slacked awhile more then we walked to bus stop.
Jaslin go act like my mother then nag me. HAHA, funny ttm.

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-22/4/2010
Went for CWO, I was separated from Jaslin and Kelvin.
After that, went to slack at the senior citizen for Felicia to finish too.
Rasyad, Joshua, Austin, Zikri came then we went to the park.
Slack for awhile then I left w Jaslin and Kelvin.
Went 917 to slack at our secret place w no one disturbing. (:
Damn fun lor, climb here and there.
Listen to music, sing, laugh, talk, take pictures.
The scenery very nice, can see the Singapore flyer!
We lie down watch the stars and moon!
We also make wishes! Fun ttm eh. :D
Left at around 8 plus.
Hope I can stay there forever, its quiet and peaceful.
Like I'm flying into space. (:

-23/4/2010
Had chinese oral after school.
Hope I won't fail please.
Went to canteen to wait for Jaslin and Kelvin.
Heard that Jaslin is near the last, so me and Kelvin go report for CWO first.
We did for awhile Felicia came.
Then also do, then Mr Singh come down tell her she can leave already.
Both of us continue for very long, finally Jaslin come le.
Then do together, chatchat.
Samantha also come do.
After awhile, Kelvin and I finish le.
Take back wait for Jaslin and Samantha.
Went to 917 w Jaslin and Kelvin, but that secret place is lock la.
Sian ttm, we go a lot block.
Then end up go the car park, went to the highest level there slack.
Chatchat, then Rasyad, Austin and Zikri came.
Something happen lor..
Separate.
Thanks to Jaslin and Kelvin. Love ya. (:
I'm tired now byee.